but we changed - my first of 2020 and my first in months

but we changed stars multiplied in the drunk bedazzled sky until holiest light blinded and cleansed my fact-burdened my reality-burdened self too concerned with climate-change and the American fascist error that era writ large with pure foolishness and celebrity but we changed that was the utter miracle of it and we weren’t even aware of change till long after but back to colliding beliefs unaware of their dangerous death-generating subjectivity but we changed and this was the unbearable infinite made flesh because it was only human change that brings always that thud in the end but we changed