but we changed - my first of 2020 and my first in months

but we changed

stars multiplied in the drunk bedazzled sky

until holiest light blinded and cleansed

my  fact-burdened

my reality-burdened self

too concerned

with climate-change

and the American fascist error

that era

writ large

with pure foolishness

and celebrity

but we changed

that was the utter miracle of it

and we weren’t even aware of change

till long after

but back to colliding beliefs

unaware

of  their dangerous death-generating

subjectivity

but we changed

and this was the unbearable infinite made flesh

because it was only human change

that brings always that thud

in the end

but we changed