In the amphitheatre of nighttime driving - written late November 2016
In the amphitheatre of nighttime driving
Among the tailgaters and drivers texting in fast, tight
traffic from southwest Florida on I-75
the Saturday after Thanksgiving 2016,
dispiritedly they made their way north to the pain
in the resumption of ritual
labor on rising
the following Monday morning. That we could be this pair
of separate individuals makes this flat prosaic
prelude more intimate.
Rather than short fiction wrought from
inner anguish over one’s control of reality,
we express our inner anguish, and we take part in a
purgative ritual, katharsis.
Some, in carefully
grave number and voice and meter, are here to sing about
it and dance in patterns of observation and common
suffering. It is all
mimicked from among these ancient
stones and from beneath heaven’s proscenium. And in the
middle of things, we are still sitting still in this
enclosed
space the entirety of which is hurtling in the left
lane at eighty-one miles per hour, the antistrophe, and
in strophes stretching in the distance from Tampa to the
turnpike, from the turnpike to I-10, from I-10 to I-
475 back to I-75, from north
of Macon to I-675, stretching northeast
to I-285 to home. The
stretch of the last short
strophe to home is difficult, even without something
of the gravity of Poseidon’s last interventions.
But later, Monday morning, when the anagnorisis
arrives in the bathroom mirror with wild hair, and its face
unshaven with bloodshot eyes that peer into a blinding
reflection—a mimesis of human misery—and,
in the future that comes after, resolves in memory.
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